I have some regrets, like people I have met, decisions I have made, things I have done and didn’t do. But things will never be the same. I have learnt to be a better person.
I have learnt to always expect the worse from others. I know this may sound mean but its the truth. Of late, I have given a lot of people the benefit of a doubt but they’ve all failed. Nobody is perfect I know neither am I.
I was talking to a really good friend of mine and was saying how of late I have no feelings. I mean like I literally feel nothing. Its like I’m blank inside. If you see supernatural movies, even the villans have feelings. I was scared of this blankness. Its like darkness is beginning to fill me up. Then I as told that its normal to feel blank within and that it would pass.
I really can’t wait for it to pass soon enough. Its like I’m drowning within myself. Please come back, I really miss you and can’t wait to reunite with you ASAP..